Smile to brighten my room, Like no christmas light will ever do

So i havent posted much lately, I went from nearly daily to Not hardly ever. i hope i dont start this as a trend, starting all my entries with, I have posted lately. Anywho Onto the meat, or Veggies of the matter(depending on your well diet i guess)

Well, People all around seem to either be doing great, Or terrible. Its really quite sad, But normal still. This is the time, or the season, Where people Notice what they have. That can either be a great, Or terrible moment of realazation. We see how lucky we are, To have the friends, Family, Loved one's around, How much our life has progressed And we get swept up in the magic and beauty of it all. On the other hand, People can look and say, Shit this sucks. i have friends who hate me, A terrible family, The person who held my heart, Is no where to be found, To see we have not progressed but rather regressed. The snow that falls no longer feels sweet and uplifiting, But like a cold, smothering hand, That wishes to bury us.

For those of us who feel the First choice, Congratulations are in order. Drink as Much Egg Nogg as possible(i personally find it very nasty) Give Gifts, Cheer, Wear your sweaters With Joy, Sip your apple cider, And enjoy everything this holiday has the possibility to offer, And start the work towards another Celebration next year. But to those of us, Who Find ourselves Living in the later Situation, Empathy Not apathy. Again i will say, Drink as much holiday Beverages as your Bulging belly can hold, Laugh as only you can, Smile To brighten The room, The way no christmas light, no christmas candle; Could ever do.

Hope for the brighter day that is surely Just around your corner, The night is darkest Just before the dawn,Let this season work its way into your heart. Lets not look around, see how much better everyone has it and be resentful and bitter. But be happy for and with them, you might find some of it might just rub off on you, Break out your christmas sweater,That most people would agree is better hidden in your closet floor, Eat the cookies till you caint no more. Let the songs reserved for This month, Be heard and sung,Be of good cheer, Even if it seems the end could be near.Look out the window and see the first few flakes of snow, Create the impression of an angle that just fell from the sky, To those who feel its always winter and never christmas

i made it thru the year and i did not even collapse
with tired i stumble back into bed
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ian S