Henry and a spritzer

Very often we allow our goals or ambitions to become substitutes for action.We allow Thinking to take the place of conversing. The knowledge of one's potential is enough to sate one's desire for greatness or achievement." I could'a  been at the top baby, but i jus' didnt want to be one of those people, ya know? Who dont spend any time enjoying life; music and writing arn't about forcing something to come, it has just gotta happen, like a wet dream, ya know? "

pardon that terrible example. Im just stuttering along here trying to say that we let our potential become our achievement. We do not achieve because we are pacified in telling ourselves that we COULD have done it. When our anger and disappointment begin to surface, we just layer on a thick cream of could have and eventually, we believe it. Our fear of failure, our fear of strange circumstance, keep us from trying.
We convince ourselves we could have, but didn't. We didnt fail because we weren't good enough but because we chose not to compete. A life lived on could have. Maybe you would have done something, maybe you would not have done something. I will never know unless i try.

SEX MAN!

I dont know what it is about it, but it just sorta makes me cringe. It's the great destroyer and creator of innocence.Seeing as it takes away something..but has the potential to create life. Everyone wants it, but it seems like an awful thing, people are never the same afterwords. This isnt to say people should never grow up, but i feel like the world would be a better, more productive, place if babies were really delivered or were produced Asexually. This might seem like a strange subject to be hating or discussing, but at a time where the pursuit of it pushes all other goals aside.Its just sad, friendships dissolve due to its tension or presence; relationships peak or crash as an after effect of this. Im sure its naivety, but people everywhere are in pursuit of purity and innocence. If we cannot achieve this we often submerge ourselves in the antithesis. Why do we love babies? Not just human babies but baby dogs and tigers and monkeys. They have not learned to fear, they have not learned what it is to struggle to survive, they are at an innocence we will never regain. BLEH, im not yet a father, and i hope to avoid being such for twenty years or so, but i couldnt imagine the trepidation i would feel, about a daughter. Does it really take away anything from us? i think...but dont know
idk its all nonsense really, life happens, we must accept that it happens. We can fight the bugs, we can fight the sun, we can fight the night; Squashing, build shade, create light, but we cannot avoid the inevitable human nature. We must either accept it as it is, people are people. Or we ourselves will wither away from the hate we harbor for the people we cannot change.