Monday, April 18, 2011

Goliath

its so strange how much thought or importance we put on talent, we praise someone with talent, showering them with "adulation" about how talented they are. When really they have nothing to do with it. Mozart was four years old, so it couldn't have been how much h practiced, he was 1-3 you really cant do much at 1-3. So it just so happend he was born with talent. Its something we all want, but so few seem to have. Supposing we all have a niche in some part of our day, But someone who has a "talent" for folding things. Well then talent is apprently not praise worthy. Why is it fair, its not fair, i know life isnt fair but i mean, why value someone who was born with something, over someone who was not? they both could have worked equally hard for whatever it is they wanted, but because of their starting points, is one bound to always beat the other?
sorta sad really

oh well, Enjoying "The Mars Volta"
-ian

Saturday, April 2, 2011

Some people die in the middle, i live just fine on the top

ive always been a little, or a bit, jelous of birds. Not in the way most people would assume, i didnt evny their flying ability which altho is sweet. Its their ability to sing and create music and melody. Which also might be easy to assume, But Its not in their ability or creativity where i find my envy. It is in fact, in their self confidence, They sing when there is no one around, and when people are around, They sing whether people like it or not, They like the song their singing, So they sing it, Ive always been very insecure about my music, Darn birds, Im sure whatever there singing has some sort of meaning to them or their other bird friends, maybe someday ill be able to mimic, or at least understand them better