So the contrast tighten and constrict. What Kind of man do i want to be? A voice, a megaphone, a sound, a conscience? I dont know. I feel as if i were living in a life that consist of only parallels. One direction takes me in a desirable yet contrasting direction. I must give up entirely on one to achieve the other. That might just be the way things are tho;Find a love, marry a wife but give up on the countless number of attractive and unique women. Doctor to save lives, Cop to prevent the need to save. Why choose one over the other, how do you? Obviously these are terrible examples maybe not but how do you choose? Do you measure the amount of regret each choice would take, the fulfillment they might cause, they emptiness they could inevitably never fill? Is it a lesser of evils? Should it not be a choice of the greater good?
But when has the greater good every been that much better for man?
I do enjoy archie(Jimmy), And for some reason i like, almost sympathize with Rumple,Gold.
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Fallen and Attached
Your Voice so strong, speaks words so weak.
So empty and without sound.
Not even a breeze
to stir the leaves.
Fallen and attached
Incredibly close
to being real
How many words
can i write about you
Given a form
A love ill share
In the caves
we shave
our heads.
To let ourselves
breath
Alot of time has been spent recently filling out college application's and writing their essays. Its been a semi pain in the butt, but rather enjoyable over all. In the pursuit of originality its far easier to be a phony then you might think. I can take on this air of superiority when i havent a clue as to what im talking about. If i make enough vague statements they might think im intelligent. When you talk to someone that'll work, Say enough strange things fast enough, and they'll go, "Wow..i dont know what you mean," People mistake their ignorance or your "knowledge" for Wisdom so they must be dumber, BUT REALLY YOUR JUST SHOOT ASS AIR OUT OF YOUR MOUTH! and no one see's that...maybe they do. So often that can happen to me, Someone says something strange that really doesnt make sense, then when im a bit confused they suddenly get some sort of complex about it.How in the world can you NOT understand what im saying? Doesnt everyone think this way?"no..." Oh well i guess im just crazy then huh? NO! phony. I dont understand everyones constant need to feel that they require a psych ward.. No fun. Thats like wanting to go to the hospital...THAT is wanting to go to the hospital, but for your emotional brain and stuff.
So empty and without sound.
Not even a breeze
to stir the leaves.
Fallen and attached
Incredibly close
to being real
How many words
can i write about you
Given a form
A love ill share
In the caves
we shave
our heads.
To let ourselves
breath
Alot of time has been spent recently filling out college application's and writing their essays. Its been a semi pain in the butt, but rather enjoyable over all. In the pursuit of originality its far easier to be a phony then you might think. I can take on this air of superiority when i havent a clue as to what im talking about. If i make enough vague statements they might think im intelligent. When you talk to someone that'll work, Say enough strange things fast enough, and they'll go, "Wow..i dont know what you mean," People mistake their ignorance or your "knowledge" for Wisdom so they must be dumber, BUT REALLY YOUR JUST SHOOT ASS AIR OUT OF YOUR MOUTH! and no one see's that...maybe they do. So often that can happen to me, Someone says something strange that really doesnt make sense, then when im a bit confused they suddenly get some sort of complex about it.How in the world can you NOT understand what im saying? Doesnt everyone think this way?"no..." Oh well i guess im just crazy then huh? NO! phony. I dont understand everyones constant need to feel that they require a psych ward.. No fun. Thats like wanting to go to the hospital...THAT is wanting to go to the hospital, but for your emotional brain and stuff.
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