Some people die in the middle, i live just fine on the top

ive always been a little, or a bit, jelous of birds. Not in the way most people would assume, i didnt evny their flying ability which altho is sweet. Its their ability to sing and create music and melody. Which also might be easy to assume, But Its not in their ability or creativity where i find my envy. It is in fact, in their self confidence, They sing when there is no one around, and when people are around, They sing whether people like it or not, They like the song their singing, So they sing it, Ive always been very insecure about my music, Darn birds, Im sure whatever there singing has some sort of meaning to them or their other bird friends, maybe someday ill be able to mimic, or at least understand them better