it seems this school year is drawing to a close, decisions are ahead. im not to inspired to share anything big right now, so ide rather just keep at nothing, then short change something, you know, tall change worthy. college essay is finished, my english teacher is looking at it, he's pretty cool, a little stuck on the idea of college and having to have an education to make something of yourself, i disagree entirely with the whole system of thought there, a ballerina shouldnt feel stupid because she couldnt pass english and anatomy, she's a ballerina right? she's passed thru twelve years of learning, so she knows more then twice the neccesarry amount to be well educated. But i think people say college is for the experiance, i dont want to be with a bunch of self pleasing, self important, wasted people, if thats the experiance then forget it, but if college is like the island in Brave new world, for people who arnt happy with being the same, or being told what to think, then maybe

ive finshed a few books lately, Brave new world, Bird by bird, lame book where the mother dies, Girl who fell from the sky,lord of the rings, water for elephants, Perks of being a wall flower, and two more but the titles escape me at the moment.Right now im reading Evasion, its about someone who is sick of corporate greed and the boring idealness the is forced upon the "american way" so he becomes a hobo, travling every where by train or hitch hiking, eating from dumpsters, getting money from receipts. i think he's very brave, trusting he'll not die, or maybe even not caring if he dies, he just lives, why worry about dying when your alive?

fleet foxes live in dallas were AMAZING, best concert ive been to, Robin's pitch was PERFECT better then the cd. we arrived four hours early to the show and while waitiing the front(as in first) of the line, we heard them doing sound check, So we went to the back to get a better listen. It really started to rain, i mean torrential downpour rain, so we got closer and all of a sudden two dudes come out of the door and invite us up to the covered ledge cause its "really comeing down man" he introduced himself as casey, out came four more guys, we sort of small talked. i later found out that they were really the drummer, pianist and guitar player of fleet foxes, AND I HAD NO IDEA, they had shaved their beards so it was hard to recognize. after the show in short, i met robin, he played and signed my acoustic, and said he'd really been wanting one(71 yamaha). it was almost as if i were glowing inside, lame to be so star struck, he's only human after all. Thats were the glow came from tho, seeing and talking to someone who i had elevated to a mystical diety, who's talent and grace was far above the likes of a mere mortal such as myself. Great to see fame doesnt turn all into whip logans.

well enough bad writing and grammer.
inadeqescy fill you
-bah