its 12:26, i should probably be sleeping, but that there is a task ive found to be harder and harder lately. So its been an interesting past few days, Cant say they've been great by my standards, Sunday was deffinatly a high ranker, A Play, Some scones, A movie, Slurpin soup, read a book, Then it went down hill.
im normally not an outwardly emotional guy, Not that im proud or not proud of that fact, But thats just how it is, or how ive let it comforably be, i feel no need to digress the reason for the only emotional outbreak ive had in a long while, i hate it. makes me feel weaker, But its like looking in a mirror, and you really see how you feel, and sometimes its that relazation that can just push you over, or is it despair, That just Pushes You smack dab over the walls, That you wish people would just stay the heck away from.
-Where is the love you so easily profess, You said it was the cross i should be going to. You found the reason for my pain, you just hung your head, said it was the door that i needed to be going thru.
Today, Today was i believe an ok day, Not great. The weather was beautiful, Soft quiet reflectful Clouds Rebounded one's thoughts right back into you, So the creativity that leaks thru ones ears, Come back with a resounding "ah ha" and create themselves anew. It was a day for tea, and movies, Guitar And Chill.
The local guitarist i greatly admire, Actually seemed excited to see me, Ha just a nice feeling, Asking me about my passion and what not.
-well i just finished the movie scott pilgrim for third time, Always will love that movie, i hope i have a ramona out there somewhere
Wanting collard and rimmed sleeved shirts,
awake for who knows how long.
-ian
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