there's always an awful feeling when you suddenly realize your not a good person, or not as good as you imagined yourself to be. As i say suddenly, i realize it is not a sudden realization but a slow process of ignoring signs and shifts in ones self image and actions. So once again my incompetence reigns supreme,personified as the lead horse on my self driven carriage ride to an unhappy destruction, and what are my reins made of you ask ? well let me tell you dear fool, it is laziness.
damn poop.