Woe is not Enough,

Hmm.. Man, some people i just dont get, how they can be so rude, to someone who is so obviously down on their luck, i mean ive been rude, but im constantly working on it, people tho, they cant cut a break to the guy who is 18 and working at walmart. has to pay bills he shouldnt have to, but people are to caught up in themselves.

i wish life was like a movie, more so like scott pilgrim, or Eragon, where i could be the good guy, to help make everything better for some one, but sadly no, i get no great adventure, No thrill of the chase, no seven evil ex's to fight off.

people say christians are supposed to be the judges of the world, but i dont believe that at all, maybe a guide, but not a judge, thats God's job, not mine, how many times has yelling at a person out of anger or disgust ever made them agree with you?, no it doesnt, its the people you hang with, listen to their thoughts, Their hate's their fears, Their dreams, and you Love them for who and what they are, It doesnt mean you agree with their faults, you can slowly help them, But no one wants to be yelled at for their mistakes, "you'll catch more flies with honey, then with vinegar." Its so true, People would much rather listen to someone who's been their for them, but you have to be honest.

sometimes i wish i was the stupid kid, with nary a thought running through my head, But ha thats not me, i see everything with a double meaning, i get side tracked with so many thoughts, especially when typing or writing, i get caught on one thought, start typing, but my fingers dont keep up with my thoughts, so i end up jumping around like a crazed maniac on muscle relaxer..

basically
Give people a break, what if NO ONE ever cut you any slack because your weird, or you liked video games that are for kids ten years younger then you?, You would rather stay home and read a book, then go play poker with a bunch of kids who dont really want you there,Because your a little unsure how to act around people, so your just quiet and akward.

Just give love, and compassion seriously.

and i want to be the good guy, reading all these books make me grow to hate the routine of my life...
i want to play music that connects with people's soul...there very self, the weird kid who Doesnt know what he feels...