Friday, September 10, 2010

Does anybody but me ever feel unworthy?, or useless? im not really sure how to explain, but do you ever feel sometimes like you wish you weren't the kid with the good family, or nice car? Because people who have a crappy family or no car, or whatever, just wont like you or listen to you? becaus what is anything ive gone through compared to what they've gone through?
Like have dealt with so much, and im just another average ho hum

Or like there are tons of kids who are nicer, better, or just more deserving of a nice life then you are?
People who havent done anything but be born, same as you, but they get the crap shovel...and you dont
Because when your off guard, and your kindo meter just seems low..
and you have the nerve to feel bad about it
while they worry about bills, or if there mom's gonna leave the family....
idk these thoughts always seem to run their race...

1 comment:

  1. i agree. sometimes i have wished that i didn't have this life.. just cause if i didn't i would be far more appreciative & grateful for all the things i do have.. i wish i could live both lives just for better grasp of this.

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