Silence

So i heard the otehr day, That Benjamin Franklin Practiced traits like for a week straight he'd work at something.
i think im gonna start doing something like that but not just virtues, i might do being silent for a week, That sounds
awsome, because the way i see it, the more words you have comeing out of your mouth all the time, the less important
Each word becomes, The significance is gone, "the squeaky wheel gets the most attention,But its the first to be
replaced-Ian s." ha, But you get what im saying,

If every ten seconds every thought you have is flying out, why would people want to listen? im going to start
practicing being quiet, When the guy who is always quiet makes a suggestion, people will want to hear what
he says, if its important enough for him to speak up, why not listen.

So sometime this or next month im going to do a week of silence or at least a week with no more then 100
words. i dont want to be the kid who is just always talking, trying to get a quick laugh, And if You think about
what your going to say, the less likely it is you'll say something stupid, well thats my thought for the day
Enjoy

Scott, Eragon,Hendrix,Beatles,

i've noticed that whenever i read something, or listen to someone alot, Or watch a movie
i want more and more that my life be like that which im reading listning to or seeing,
i dont believe this is bad, im still childish in my imagination, but still shouldnt i be happy
with me?

Say, i read an adventure book, i notice more and more how boreing i think my life is,
i read a book about an eluf girl, im like hmmm, or an eluf guy, im like i should be more quiet
(even tho i already am quiet) Or listen to a style of music, i want to play like jimi, Or sound more
like harrison, i wanna be like sufjan,

Not sure what i mean by this, but ha. Just saying that we are shaped by what we spend our
time doing, not that it totally makes us up, but if we listen to strictly depressing music,
we'll always feel really melancholy, Be happy with what you are, dont shift it for others
But be willing to change the bad, if you have a horrible temper
dont just accept that, Work on it, But dont start acting stupid just cause someone who people
like is stupid.

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Perspective

People always warn people about getting to close to someone,
Or Hearing what people who openly opose your beliefs or Rules
Have to say. Not that i will Listen to an atheist and switch over to
atheism, But It doesnt hurt to have as open a mind as possible
As long as you have a filter, Or at least A timer, You dont want
to drown yourself in Other people's thoughts so much you cant
remeber which are your own and which ones arnt.

But its like i heard someone say "If you have ten blind people
All touching an elephant and describe it to you, Some will say
'Wow this feels flat and rough', While Yet another would say, 'This
Feels polished and smooth' Long and hollow" Would any of them be
Necessarily Wrong, But none of them can see the Whole picture

Now im not saying that an atheist is right, i WHOLE heartedly
belive there is a God, The God, He created us in his image,
He is the supreem ruler of heaven earth, sky, Inbetween
Basically everything and everything inbetween
So it couldnt hurt you, If your strong enough in your beliefs
To hear what others have to say, But thats not to say we dont
have enough of an open mind, To Have our world rocked,

Recently my worlds been rocked by a little thing or two things
Called, Grace, And then A creative god

Before i heard or even thought of either of these things i was
totally sure that Life and existence was one way, that God was
THIS, but my world was rocked, and i see now i didnt have the
whole picture
Not to say God Isnt to be feared, Or We should be acountable
But he is the, Lion, The lamb, The warrior, The savior, The king,

Same goes for worship, ITs not This style and no more
God is infinatly creative. But i have a whole nother blog about that
SO basically

it cant hurt to be open to other things
You can draw insight, Inspiration and wisdom From Listning, Not
just hearing, but listening

But you dont have to absorb everything you hear as truth
Eat the hay but spit out the sticks as Pastor Hagen used to say

I.....i

Ive noticed, When people write or type or whatever,
I "i" is always capitalized... I Just had this thought Why is it
Capitalized ha, We capitalize things like God, Or President
But are WE(we, me) That important?
That we go back over our words and Look for i's i'm just
thinking out loud here, dont bash my head open for goodness
sake.

But are we? Is it about Us, OR about Them, Or him?
i just wonder, i think for a while im going to leave i
lower case

just as an experiment

Disgusting

I hate On facebook, those skanky fake profiles that throw themslves at you.
Why the heck do they do that to dudes??
Its hard enough to even get on the computer with all these adds,
But they throw these into the mix?...
They mix
Makes me sick..
Seriously
it also makes girls feel bad...
idk ha i just hate it

Objective

Hmm
Well i just dont really know, and thats somethings thats hard to say.
It always seems like i have something to say, An opinion, Or an answer.
But i dont.I'm not sure if im right, Or if im even in the ball park
I want to be the rain to someones desert. ha so to speak

I want to be able to go to other States, maybe countries.
And other people come to hear my music.
Ill know then im not wrong, Im not just
another crazed person, Who wont
Grow up, Living a lie, But im not
crazed you see, Im simply...
Crazy, There is a
Diference

The man who Eats sand because he believes its Sugar.. Is crazed

The First man who said he could take sand and make it glass

WAS crazy. but no more

Alone

In A big room, Full of faces, Laughter. Even full of people you know.
You Can And do still feel enitirely and utterly Alone.
What is that gives us that feeling of content? Lets feel at peace With
And the world, Lets us enjoy ourselves, Happiness
Is it a choice, Or something uncontrollable.
I believe it to be a choice but a choice of what?
Do you choose who's there that drives away the empty feeling?

Why, heavy
Even if your heavy in my arms.
At least your still in my arms